Hey man. Just tellin ya a breif story. My dad went on anti-depressants years ago. My mother asked the doctor if they'll really help him, and the doctor said they on;y do about ten percent of the work, that he had to do the rest. It's all about reprogramming your brain to prefer the thoughts you like rather than self-damning ones. I still struggle with this myself, but I'm doing my damndest and I can tell you it's working. You aren't average, nothing you do is average. You're the best.
Being off them i realized i only felt like that because of the meds. And while it is nice to be to cry and say “i love you” to people and truly mean (not that i dont when i do say it) with all my burning heart.
But since things have proven to be more difficult of them… i dunno hopely i can get a perception that isnt has numbing to me as the ones i took before.
You’re great. We can make it through it. We’ll be okay.
